Dream Or Reality

Sometimes when even the lowest volume echoes
Sometimes when I feel the rain coming down
Sometimes when I roll over and clutch the empty air
Sometimes when even after trying- the tears don't stop
Sometimes when even after crying there's pain left
Sometimes when I see people with the ones they love
Sometimes on days like this

I'm reminded that I'm not invincible
I'm reminded of the hurt I didn't let go
I'm reminded of the time we spent together
I'm reminded of YOU

Watching you walk away wasn't easy
Hearing you say you don't love me wasn't either
But I wonder if you saw the tears in my eyes
Or the love behind them
I wonder if we're apart, because of something that I did
Or the things that you didn't
I wonder if you think of me still
Or whether you ever did.